You might have no worry about you life, and you might be doing interesting stuff everyday. You have nothing to be worried. You born in a rich family. You wear Body Glove, you own a Vios. And you don't have to think about others thought, cuz you're secured, with you parents gold. You do whatever teenager do, spending time playing computer games, sms-ing for few hours a day, and watching TVB drama whole day. You don't have to think about your family's dinner cuz your maid will help you to settle this boring job. You don't have to wash the clothes, and you might even don't know how to operate a washing machine. You never hang those washed clothes under the sun, and you don't even keep those clothes when the sun drops. You don't know how to fold the clothes in proper way. You don't have to keep your house clean, you eat on the bed and you also never wash your legs before you enter the house. If you think your room is dirty, you just shout,"Kakak, come in my room and clean this out!" Whenever you feel hot, you turn on the air conditioner without thinking bout the electric bill, you bath for half an hour, wasting water without concerning about the environment. Cuz you're rich enough to waste.

You do what teenagers doing. Playing Rubik's cube during school hour, and when you get caught bringing this to school, you don't give a damn. "It cost only few ringgit, who cares?" Right? School magazine asking you to raise 180 and what did you said, "I'll donate it with my pocket money, don't worry." You don't care bout the money, cuz you have so much to spare. You go out and play with your friends. You take your lunch at Kenny's Rodger and you still complain about the food. You don't care how much it cost, what you want is just an excellent service. You don't have to concern bout the poor. Spending whole day at Queensbay, spending few hundred bucks buying shoes, wardrobe and rubbish. And you still not satisfied.

You like to quarrel with your mum cuz your mum is a busybody, to you; whenever your dad complaining bout your attitude, you scold him back - cuz you think you can live without them. Ask yourself, can you walk a 5km without relying on your dad's BMW? Can you go 'suffer' outside? You tried sleeping on the desk that you write on it every schoolday? You know how appreciate we are when we got a sleeping bag in the middle of the night? You go tuition, and you don't have to worry bout the transport. Cuz what your have is your iPhone. Call your dad and you will be at home in less than 15 min. If your dad's late for only a few minute, you say, "Why are you so late? You know how warm is the weather? You wanna let me die there?"

You don't know how to appreciate life. You don't know how to respect people. Cuz you can choose how to live your own life. You have so many option and whenever you've chosen the wrong path, you can 'buy' another chance so that you can have a take-two in your life. You never meet failure, and you are so fragile to meet them, you are coward. You can't live without your family.You are a parasite.







I guess a lot of people go and visit him today. Erm, sorry but let me ask you a question, do you think he needs you more than you can give? He might need a hug, but a hug might already more than enough for him. Take Rihanna case. She's a victim, in case, not the first one. But why do people treat her like they had never seen such a similar case before? Don't you think it's funny? The same thing keep repeating over and over but when it comes close to you, then only you can see. You start to do whatever you think you 'supposed' to, and before that, you just ignored that. You go there and show your crying face, you think that is what he want to see; you go and see his crying face, is that what you want too? I admit if i'm in his case, i would need a helping hand like this, but i don't thing i need a bunch of it, cuz i still need a private place for myself to store my tears.



She's lying on my shoulder, though it's not broad enough. My hand were overlapping hers. Enjoying the silence of the night. And i moved my neck, staring at her, i can barely hear her breathe. I took a deep breathe, going closer and closer, enough for me to touch her nose with mine. My hand was playing around her waist and the other one right behind her ear. I closed my eyes, i think she's doing the same action. I put my lips on hers. I, k-i-s-s-e-d, h-e-r.

She's rejecting me at first but trying to company me in seconds. Sweet. Was in heaven. Few seconds later, i can barely taste the bitterness in her mouth. I pushed her. But she start to be wild and fierce like a lion king who hungry for love for being ages. She asked for more. I refused. She knocked me to the wall. Last thing i can remember is.. her innocent face..

''I won't hesitate, no more - no more -'' It was my ringtone... Signifying 7.

@!#$%^*& Holy shit. You b*tch. GRRRRR...



You know when someone is about to leave, no one can catch her? You know what to do after she's leaving? You know what should you do before she go peace? I am coming and you're leaving, the plain common thing. Sometimes we think that this is a hard time, but actually it isn't, time will prove everything. Tell you a short story.

An old man ask a guy to taste the salt. He knew it must be salty but he still taste it. Then the old man ask him to take the bunch of salt and pour it into a pool. "Taste again," the old man said. Guess what, the water taste much more better.

So sometimes, it's not the problem itself tough, it's our problem. If you do have a big container, then the pain should be nothing to you. Sometimes if you think too much, it doesn't help. So what for you thinking backwards? You must, not have to, look and move forward, and not crying over split milk. Sounds very cold-blooded but trust me this is the best solution.



I'm back for basketball early morning. What the f***, lose to A1 yesterday. It's good for yourself to discover your own weakness. And you have two option to cope with that - to replace it with a better skill, or to cover your weakness with what you have at the moment. So what to do with me? I'm totally suck and noob in carrying the ball, what i did is just waiting for the ball. We have energitic Mr Ang - Wei Jie in our group so don't worry that the ball will drop into opponent's hand. Once i got the ball, guess what, play with some tricky stuff and next put it into the basket, or in extreme situation, pass it to Shiong Yirk. Haha. If we lose a mark, don't worry, another Wei Jie will start the ball rolling with passing it to either Ping Hai or Aik Keong. We actually playing without strategy, but luckily i did score colourful marks for my team.

It's Phuah AL's period. She refused to let us to join the exhibition in the hall, in fact me myself was not interested with that stupid Civics exhibition itself. It was plain boring there. During recess period i took my eyes there and know what, i saw Inn Thong and Zi Shing on the screen. Mabel's group was doing the survey which i think it's a plain useless one. Wasting papers.

Was thinking to go for swimming. Again, a message without reply. Well i don't really put it in my mind, as the sky was going darker at that moment and end up with billions of rain drop.

Was singing acoustic with Love Story by Taylor Swift. Rocks. It's a really nice and easy song to be played. I think i fell in love to Taylor. Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone...



Got my pendrive. Was trying to check my photos out, but what the.. You don't let me use the computer? You got excess money for a LG LCD and you're not turning on the switch for the computers? I really don't know what y'all thinking. You brought those and you just wanna let them rust?

Planning to go for Scout activity. Well, if you think you're good in commanding, i'll let you go. You go with your idea. I just wanna keep my mouth shut for god sake. Turned around and joined Geography and History activity. There's only 11 teams? You guys really don't know how to carry on your duty.. Fed up.. I don't wanna comment on your reputation.

Went for basketball. It was suck. 6 on 4? Ya i am one of the 4. It was so damn exhausting. But luckily, Chung Ying joined us later. Well, it doesn't make a difference. At last 10 to 3. Tragedy. Went to Wawasan with my tiredness. Fortunately i've never fall asleep.

Back home and was checking for my photo. Damn you. Where's my wonderful memories? Don't tell me you're not clicking the button when we were all well prepared. You moron. And where's my Mr and Mrs Smith? Maybe it's not at your side, never mind, i'll try to check it out. And talking about my photo. You photographer, oops, to be more accurate, 'a camera owner', i really don't like your attitude. You pretend to be so nice with us, and try to gain our happiness? To be frankly, your face irritates me, makes me wanna vomit the whole thing out. Why don't you just show us the real 'you' instead of pretending to be my good and wonderful classmate?

Sorry for being so honest, but that's how we think bout you. Take note that there's many photographer in our class. If you think you didn't do this to me, don't be afraid of my words. Peace.



Haha, it proves you deserve nothing to be a teacher! Look, there's only one person coming in, and see how you act. You done your preparation only once for a year right? You come in with, what the heck, short notes in your palm? Funny. And then, what the, Mahjong paper? You really good in acting, pretending to a professional teacher. Ya you have no good value, in fact you love to insult other people. You like to scold people publicly, and now see how you do in your 'presentation'. "Can anyone give me an example?" don't you think this is disgusting? You never ever asked us right? You'd like to ask anyone randomly to answer your silly question, and today, start to speak softly and politely? Stop pretending, we know your attitude. If there's no one watching your show, i guess you're not going to do anything and waste a period. Right, Mr Kong?



Slacking with classmates, doing some childish stuff, talking about crap, and that's the day. Was looking for her, full with imagination. Still, i have no courage to take one more step forward. Or in the other words, i am moving backwards. Well we have to sacrifice something, then only we can gain other. There's no free lunch, breakfast neither. You want 10A's result, then throw away your relationship. That's the conclusion. Stop asking me for the answer. You know i wouldn't tell you so please don't waste your time.

Bought new shoes. Cost me 40+ bucks. Look clean and nice but the smallest size was still too loose to me. It has nothing more than a look. After a short period, u can see the quality of the shoes, obviously.

Finally i solved Qi Zhen article. I guess it was our Mr Different who strongly emphasis the theory 'The world is different but everyone the same'. He is a son, not performing his duty well. Keep 'snaking' and pretending.

Friday, there will be a large event where we, Form 5 have to carry out the presentation for the Civics project. Well, i can do nothing, and i am lazy to do anything. So if you ask me to take over the job, i'm sorry, i'm lazy.




Was going for Add Maths tuition after my short nap. Guess who's the tutor? Chan Hon Man! Was extremely lazy to do those exercise - Vector. I know nothing, my laziness keep tempting me. I keep copying everything on the screen. Copy exactly and have no idea where's the solution comes from. Fine, Ooi Lay Seik will be teaching me for second round.

Jia Wei and Eik Keong came to my house at night. They said coming to study. Bullshit guess what they doing for an hour. Slacking and watching videos. At least i touched Chemistry a bit, or else i'll kill myself for wasting my life.

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Was thinking of her whole night. It was my very first time, flash back what i've done to her - it was actually nothing. We're just friend, and she thought i am just her normal friend, till there's no conversation between us recently. I was doing childish stuff, speak like a child, a sentence with no point. She think that i am too boring, yet not too mature to speak to her. Well, is that what you think of me, girl? I guess it is. And what action should be taken? Nothing. What should i tell you? Nothing. And what did you tell me? Nothing more than an sms saying, 'I left not much credit for my phone..' It was a cold. You splashing ice on me? And guess what, i have a cold today. Thinking of to vanish your image in my mind. Been trying hard to concentrate on my study. Chemistry or whatever. I did, for only a few minute. I hope that we are alkane or alkene, at least you would like to react with me, even after a short period we'll becoming soot, dust, and left nothing. It is a must for me to walk away with this stuff. Why am i so desperate for this? I have everything. My family, my friends, and i have myself - i do know myself very well. My goal was a 10A's result, which is a target far away from myself now. Should have been working hard to achieve, but look, what am i doing now? Huh? Thinking of this nonsense? What the f***. Please walk away from my sight, you're driving me crazy...



Today rocks. Wake up early, around 6. Tried to check my look, questioning myself am i smart enough. Sounds stupid.

Reached school. First period i was having a stomachache. Rushed to toilet. God damn it, the toilet is full! Went to the E Block one. Luckily there's no one. Next period was PJ. Since later will be having a photo session, i took my Monitor's uniform instead of my shorts. Go for basketball. Luckily there's no one, but soon, there's bunch of them. 5 on 5 in a half court. What the? My shoes was spoiled. But it's still okay since that's my bro's one. ^^

Finally cameras rock. Was with Yu Yun and Yeng Yeng, both YY. Next, Tze Hoon, she was quite match with me, she's not too 'bright' nor too dark standing beside me. Repeating the post for few times. She rocks. Chieh yee ask me to join her afterwards. We have to sit but not to stand in order to maintain the quality of the product... Can't remember who more, was taking picture with me (sorry). Playing with Qi Zhen. Haha, it was Mr and Mrs Smith. And we still have a chance doing some grand stuff, showing the letters 5-S-A-3 at the ground floor and the picture was taken from the 3rd floor. Next we arranged into a love shape with the centre - Qi Zhen, and i. Showing our 'love'. There's lot of people coming out just to look at us. Embarrassing. And of course i believe that there's some copycat from other class. Cheap. Went to male toilet to take funny picture. Were standing along the drain and showing a disgusting face with a fake passing-urine-action. Hilarious. Back to class. Was taking photo with Qi Zhen again, Tze Ching and next, Chin Wern. I guess Chin Wern was a perfect match with me. I mean from the perspective of height. (=,=') And she was very care about the quality of the photo (guess who's the photographer), so we have took quite a number of photo. Guess who's next. Saw Li Chin! She was standing and never care about my feeling.. And of course i took a lot of picture with those childish guy. No need to point out their name right?

Well, an hour seems not enough to me. There's a lot of classmates and teachers whom i missed to take photo, and hope that there's few more chance for me to complete my memory.



Dear Mr Loh, what for you ask me to wear my Yellow - T today?

Everyday practising mathematics, kind of boring stuff. Well it is much better then done nothing in my school hour. I don't really wish for an empty life, lack of homework, feeling insecure with my study. I want more homework, but not too much. At least these homework can fill my boring Physics and Chemistry period..

Tomorrow, there will be a photo session for us. Period 6 to 7. I wish to bring my Olympus school, however my charger was missing since the campfire last year. Went to Kodak and Fuji to look for a replacement. Omfg, a hundred for that? You gotta be kidding me... Break up my mind. I'll try to look for my charger at scout room again.

Watching Burning Flame again. Yao's mum is having a brain cancer but she pretend that nothing happened. She tried to leave Ho although she still love him. At the same time, Yao was misunderstanding her, and when he knew the truth, he ran and search for his leaving mum. They meet again at the beach, and this is when the plot touch my deep heart.

Mum, i love you.



You try to make love at school? You freaking crazy.. Please, if you wanna do something insane, please do it at home, or another option, motel or hotel, not at school. You get caught red handed, that's your case, but answer my question, don't you feel shameful while you're trying to do something like this?

Pity to Mr Yu Kai. Well he's really having problem in communication, in fact he's facing trouble to take care himself too. In this case, why don't you try to tolerate with him. Know what, he will never touch you if you had not touch him. He's innocent, thinking of he will ever save every girl's heart. The reality is, he don't have any skill to. Can he shoot a monster? Can he fly? Well he need time to discover his 'power' , i mean to face the reality that he's actually have no 'special power' and there's no one needed to be saved. You really think that your teachers love him so much? Don't be silly. They are just pity at this pathetic guy. There's only 2 option to handle this case - to laugh at him publicly, or to ignore his present (is also laughing at him but not so straight). I am not talking something good bout him, he have no good value for me to praise at. Just ignore him. A win-win solution. You don't touch him, and he will never ever dare to touch you. Trust me.



Firstly i would like to thank to those who really pay attention to my blog and make this page a 200 visits within a week. Hopefully this digits will go even higher in future, and gain myself motivation to update my blog and share my feeling daily.

Today we have a special event, it was a debate at 6th to 8th period. We sacrifice our Additional Mathematics and Biology double period just to give a moral support? Funny. We have Chun Yee and Yu Kai from our class. Feel very sorry to them who try so hard in that debate, i didn't pay any attention from the beginning to the end. I even don't know what's the title for the debate. But also, thanks to our school board, within this period, i had finished reading 2 chapters of the novel i borrowed temporarily from Chin Wern. It was The Pike - The Last Vampire. Wonder why recently girls love to read something about vampire. I mean Twilight... If i do stand a chance, please allow me to take a look of that novel.

After my school hour, i went to PBI to meet Lim Boon Leong as usual. Today i was dimmed in the class, can't concentrate during the lesson. Miraculous, i didn't fall asleep. After the tuition, went to school library. Borrowed a book about life. At 5 Zhi Xian agreed to fetch me back. But before his ride arrive, i saw Zi Xun dad and i followed him back.



Well fortunately he said something like this,"I'll try to search for that pendrive in my room." Know what, i am not the one who really like to quarrel and making noise for a tiny problem (although a pendrive cost my life). I don't wish to have any 'enemy' around because it's suffering! Instead of spending time to show your hatred why don't you spend that time on something more meaningful in your life? Suddenly i become so mature in solving this type of question. Cheers. I wish i don't lose any relationship. Maybe i have paid with my 8-years-relationship last time, i just don't realised...

It is my turn for the oral test tomorrow. Was preparing my stuff and i just noticed that i am actually do suck in Malay speaking! Trying to speak more spontaneous but it was extremely hard for me. Hopefully tomorrow will be a lucky day to me.





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Guess how's the feeling to be a monitor? Sort of bullshit. You sucker pass up the paper at last period? What the f*ck you want. Your friend asked you to pass up, why don't you pass it to me at the first period? You moron? Don't try to be nice in front of me. Please face the truth, don't pretend, you're just a sucker like nobody.

Met two more suckers on the school bus. This guy started to blame on his teacher, for reporting their behavior in the class to the discipline unit. And he think that this teacher has nothing to do with their behavior, this is none of her business. And even if the competition is delayed, the one who lose is themselves, not the teacher, so why did the teacher so ke-po?

Case 2:
"Still remember last time i borrow you my pendrive? "

".. Can't remember anymore..."

"Oh my god, that time when you left it at scout room. Can't remember?"

*wicked laughing* "Then you go scout room and seek yourself la! Why do you ask me?"

"I can't find it there so i came across and ask you about this."

*Silent and pretend not his business*

This kind of people is definitely a sucker to me. Well maybe it's been a long long time ago, but please do show me your responsibility please. You're the one who left my belonging there and now it's missing, don't tell me your not responsible for this.

This world has too many suckers, and now i start to think be the one of it. If it don't kill you, it makes you stronger. This is what i learnt from a movie, but now i change my mind. If it don't kill you, make sure you kill them before they try to do the same thing again. Sounds bad but if they did try to kill you for the first time, no promises that they will never do it again. The best thing you can do to protect yourself, is to break their bones and bury them deep in the ground.




Today is the last day for the essay competition - Chinese essay competition. I have chosen the third option. "Future belongs to myself." Well, this type of essay often be chosen by me in the exam because i think i can do it well, with my own perspective. Sometimes i feel that i am no longer a teenager, i have a mature thinking. But whenever i join my friends from boy scout, i will be as childish as them. Making annoying sound, doing stupid and childish stuff. I don't really care about others' thought because this is my life.

After school, it was raining. Wanting to go swimming. Luckily after my lunch the rain stop. Asking Tai Chun to fetch me. Bad news, he was in the tuition class. Asked Eik Keong to go along, but he didn't reply my message. After my nap, studied a little bit about Physics and Biology. Have to work harder for better result. Starting from today...



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That was the first time to me, trying to suicide in my mind. Thank to the Nescafe consumed at 28 Cafe, i experienced a stressful evening. Feeling so frustrating, exhausting, tiring and it was totally hard for me to take my breathe. I can't put my eyes on the white board, as my mind was filled by too much nonsense. It's like how you feel when u take a saturated coffee at 3 am - hypertension. Special thanks to Shi Theng for being so caring to me. Touched. And so sorry to Tze Hoon as i was insulting you with something very rude and impolite. Was taking a ride on Joo Yee's 3939. Feeling so stressed and frustrated so i just pretend to sleep. I didn't want to join any conversation. Sorry for being fake but i really not feeling well.

Back home. 2 missed call from Aunty Su Fern. My mind suddenly pop-up something bad since there was a quarrel between my mum and another aunt last night. Called Aunty Su Fern back after taking my bath. Luckily she was just asking for dad's handphone number. Mum told me she was fine today after a meeting between dad with his boss who is in trouble now. Miracle. I feel better and more comfortable after having a chat with mum. She's my idol. The best woman i have seen. Love her so much. Helped mum to prepare dinner. After dinner, i started to share about something my family don't know about me. We were having a great time, feeling so warm and great in the conversation. Talked about my disappointment in few years ago. Very very funny experience. 5 pack of Nasi Lemak. Hilarious.



7.40 pm. Heading to the hall. I bet i am the shortest among form 5 boys. Luckily monitors have special offer, to stand behind teachers' chairs. But still, i am the shortest one among the group. Back to class a.s.a.p because i am lazy to collect the chairs. Maybe you think i am suck. I admit, i do think the same. Chan Hoi Fong's period, Khai Yin came and seek for me. All of the AJKs were waiting for me. They didn't say it out, but i still feel guilty. Helped to clear out the chairs and the long long steel that the boys standing on. Try to do something to make myself feel better.

It was the annual Essay Writing Competition. Today is the first day and 2 more days to go. Starts with English essay competition. Well, our school decided to calculate marks for this type of competition into our exam result, which occupies 10 percent for each language subject. It was too much! But since our school board wanted to make this competition a compulsory activity, so that's the best path they can take to encourage us to produce higher quality essays.

1. All forms of gambling should be banned. Do you agree.
2. The most disappointment in my life.
3. Relaxation.

I have chosen the first option to be the title of my essay: second one is just too hard for me, as i am suck in story telling; third one is too wide, i have no idea how to start the essay; so i simply choose the first one after hesitating for about 15 minutes.

Done my essay. Just an average-level essay. Not too nice but it was okay.

Physic's double period. Shi Jie and Lin Hong asked us to the hall, Pn Laew was looking for us. I was sure that it is all about the donation for the school magazine. She's fierce, and totally suck for scolding one of them. 'You idiot!' Damn loud, we can slightly heard the echo. One thing to thank her, for giving us a chance to get more donation. She offered us a job in canteen day and i am sure to take part in the activity together with other 4 friends.

Went out at 7 something. Looking for advertisement which can immediately cut off my pain. Kodak was my first target. Failed to get advertisement but fortunately ten for my donation. My next destination was the bicycle shop. Got another two. Went to Soon's tuition centre. He was in the class, made up my mind to leave. Saw Wee Ann mum. Chatted with her. She's quite nice. Giving me a ten and have some enjoyable time, i mean talk about Wee Ann's bro and sis, not any disgusting matter. Went to DiGi, got another two.

A total 24 ringgit for my donation. A big appreciate to those who donated to me.



Being a leader is totally suck. If you ever involved in the any society then u must have been experienced this sort of feeling before. You find that you are sick in gaining attention for group activities, or find it hard to bring everyone to get back to their work. When you are just a normal member, you said anything without thinking even once with your brain. You think the one who leading is an idiot, and you think you can do thousand times better than him or her. But once you are the leader of the society, no matter it's a large or small community, you find that it's totally different thing. It is not easy to be a leader, especially when you get the highest position. Everyone looking at you, and you are not allowed to make any wrong decision or any mistake, even a tiny one. You feel guilty because of not doing work properly, or imperfectly.

Well i truly hate people who don't know what is respect. Respect is a very very simple thing, but why can't you do it well? Okay, you are the group leader in the class which responsible in collecting books for me, and now it's just a few, not more than 10 exercise book, why can't you just carry them to the 3rd floor? Your hands made up from diamond? Or you think the monitor is your maid? When i speak with you softly, you ignored me; and when i start to do something aggressive, you blame me for not doing the duty. What the f*ck is this? If you think you can do better than me, then you come and talk to me. Otherwise, please keep your mouth shut.

If you really don't know what is the time i hang the book to the office, please ask me or you try to ask me for help gently. I'll help you. Even i walked to the office a million times in a minute before, i'll try my best to lend you my hand. But please, don't try to challenge my patience. You can throw you books into the dustbin, you can ignored it and leave it for ages whenever teachers ask you to pass up the book. But guys and girls, please make sure you do inform me that you are not willing to pass up your rubbish. 'Simon, today i'm going to burn my Physics exercise book.' At least you let me know, so that i'm not going to do something very stupid like marking for anyone who didn't pass up the book. If you didn't pass up the books, please be honest. I try to help you out guys, but what you have asking me to do is totally out of my range. Maybe i'll tolerate with you for once or twice, but if you need my help in future, i'll totally show you my anger. Please be mature, don't act like a child. You're in Form 5, not Standard 5.

Maybe sometimes you don't know where's the limit, i tell you i don't really give you a chance. Okay you said you don't know today supposed to pass up the Mathematics exercise book, fine. You asked me to wait, fine. You asked me to count the quantity, fine. But what the hell you want from me for delaying my time, fill my Mathematics period to help you to settle down the exercise book and doing those stupid stuff which you think is supposed to be my job? You wasted my time, it's okay. But can you pay me with the Inverse Matrix? You can't. I came back late, and i forgot to bring the list you need, sorry teacher, it's my fault. You ask the group leaders to jot the name down, remember, you asked the group leaders, not me. So bosses, please don't put the blame on me when teacher ask for the list.

I remember i did tell you guys about my rules. I asked you guys to cooperate with me. I don't want my class to be like 4sa2. I don't have to mention anything about that class, hopefully you understand what am i trying to tell you. Sometimes when i am too fierce, do control me, only after you have done your work clean and tidy, without any mistake. I was a monitor too last year. Last year did happen the same thing. And i am totally sick of this, yet i am not going to let you to beat me down. Sounds too fierce, but that's me. A real Simon, who are too straight in performing his duty and let his classmate blame him all the time.



Tai Chun arrived at around 3.30pm. Watched Digimon, the very first version one together. Been waiting for Aik Keong. He's back and went home for a while. Next we went to fetch Jia Wei. On the highway heading to Seberang Jaya. Tai Chun went house taking his swimming trunk. Soon in a minute he came out and fetch us with his Perodua Kancil, the damn old but still available one.

Reached Seberang Jaya Public Swimming Pool. Paid with 3 blue paper notes. Take off my clothes, put on my swimming trunk. Swim. Froggy and next freestyle. Been planning to practise freestyle as i already watched tutorial from You Tube whole morning. About 30 minutes later, it was a tragedy. A few billions of tiny droplets hit me. Lighting and thunder right in my sight. Wind blew up crazily. It was a heavy heavy rain. We tried to wait but the rain was challenging our patience. Finally we make up our mind to leave. Kind of wastage.

Tai Chun was driving to Mega Mall. And the funniest thing is we were going without fancy dressed, in fact we going with casual look, with slippers. Tai Chun was seeking for Pokemon Posters and Aik Keong looking for Gundam models. Leave for Popular. Brought a Biology Exercise for RM 5.67 after 10% discount with Aik Keong's member card. Went to CD-Rama which located in Popular Bookstore at the 2nd floor. Wasting our life. Few minutes later we leave Mega Mall. Tai Chun brought us to the food court we went right after swimming recently. Take only a little portion of Char Dua Ban. Then Tai Chun bring us home after his took his dinner there.



Got my English essay paper. Oh my f*cking god, i got only 13 out of 35 for my directed writing. Man, can i just scold rude words? *Beep*----*Beep-*. Okay done, wasting my one minute in my life doing this crappy thing. Well i can't blame on anyone, neither Mr Kong nor Inn Thong who lend me his essay to copy (not in the exam of course), its my fault. I didn't take the assignment given seriously, and how unlucky i am because that is the only homework i copy exactly from my friend in year 2009. I turn to the next page of my paper, guess what, 44 out of 50? On top of the world. This is the best colourful result i ever scored in my English paper. I guess that's the result i got from blogging. Well, let it go, like how i tell Qi Chen. Lets talk about Qi Chen, she is a joyful girl, even though she looks like a boy sometimes. Sporting, humour, responsible and many more excellent personalities that you would like to know. I guess she's quite feeling good with me, that's why she keep repeating my name in her blog. Today's article is the third time.. =,='

Went swimming. Tried to swim with freestyle. Well, first attempt, suck like nobody. Inhaled a great amount of contaminated water. Tried to balance my body. Did it. But next i noticed that the style i am using is a little bit weird, i mean not so nice. Being stuck for few times. My head cannot rise high enough for breathing action. Changed my body position. Got it but i can only feel better when i put my left hand in the water, using only my right arm to force my body to balance myself. Went for 50m lane practise using freestyle. Exhausting. Slower my speed so that i can keep my stamina for long distance practise. Slower than Froggy style? Oh my god.. Enough swimming, packing at 6.30pm. Upon changing cloth, rush to Seberang Jaya Food Court (not sure whether it is the correct name). Ate Curry noodle and Pasembor. Left for home. Heavy heavy rain. Sit at the back of Eik Keong's ride totally feel good. His wide shoulder and a XXL body size helped me to reduce contact between my body and the high movement air which happened to be against our 100km/h speed on a Honda bike. Millions of tiny drops hit on my leg. Damn painful. Reached home at around 7.30pm plus. No one at home. Been waiting for Aik Keong for my key. Watched Early Edition on 701 and Burning Flame on 314. End up today's activity with this post .



Capo 1st Fret



Intro:
Em F#m Bm

Verse:
Em F#m Bm

Pre:
Em F#/Asus4 G D A G A (F#/Asus4 - 2×2200)

Chorus:
Bm G D A (3x) E G A

Bridge:
Em G D A
Em G A…..

It never crossed my mind at all
That’s what I tell myself
What we had is come and gone
You better offer someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You’re with him now
I just can’t figure it out

Tell me why
You’re so hard to forget
Don’t remind me
I’m not over it
Tell me why
I can’t seem to face the truth
I’m just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What’s wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn’t think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You’re with him now
I just can’t figure it out

Tell me why
You’re so hard to forget
Don’t remind me
I’m not over it
Tell me why
I can’t seem to face the truth
I’m just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
And there’s no way
To take it all back
Yeah
Now I’m on my own
I wont let you go
I’ll never understand
I’ll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You’re so hard to forget
Don’t remind me
I’m not over it
Tell me why
I can’t seem to face the truth
I’m just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You’re so hard to forget
Don’t remind me
I’m not over it
Tell me why
I can’t seem to face the truth
And I really don’t know what to do
I’m just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.



Crush by David Archuleta



Capo 3

Am Em
I hung up the phone tonight,

F Em Am
Something happened for the first time, deep inside

Em F
It was a rush, what a rush

Am Em F
Cause the possibility that you would ever

Em Am
Feel the same way about me

Em F
It's just too much, just too much

Am Em
Why do I keep running from the truth

F Em
All I ever think about is you

Am Em F G
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

F C
Do you ever think, when you're all alone

Am G
All that we can be, Where this thing can go

F C
Am I crazy or falling in love

Am G
Is it really just another crush

F C
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you

Am G
Are you holding back, like the way I do

F C
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away

Am G F C Am G F C Am
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Am Em F
Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging

Em Am
Spending time girl, are we just friends

Em F
Is there more, is there more

Am Em
See it's a chance we've gotta take

F Em
Cause I believe we can make this into

Am Em F G
Something that will last, last forever, forever

F C
Do you ever think, when you're all alone

Am G
All that we can be, Where this thing can go

F C
Am I crazy or falling in love

Am G
Is it really just another crush

F C
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you

Am G
Are you holding back, like the way I do

F C
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away

Am G F C Am G F C Am
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

F
Why do I keep running from the truth

Am G
All I ever think about is you

F
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
F
And I just got to know

F C
Do you ever think, when you're all alone

Am G
All that we can be, Where this thing can go

F C
Am I crazy or falling in love

Am G
Is it really just another crush

F C
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you

Am G
Are you holding back, like the way I do

F C
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away

Am G F C Am G F C Am
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away


*You might not understand what the alphabets mean. They are simply a chord which help in acoustic singing. Just copy from the net and paste here for further usage because the connection at that site are too slow.



What the f*ck. Keep typing the same thing for more than a couple of time. What the hell you guys from Tmnet doing? Lame service. Hey bro, i did pay for your service okay? These few days keep having problem with the connection. Error and error. It that too hard for you guys to solve this simple problem? Is that difficult for you to provide a better Internet connection? Sicked...

Well the April Fool seems to be boring this year. No one was joking and laughing around. Even till the last period. Gosh, everyone is revising! Take a look into 5SA3, you can see first row reading, 2nd row writing, 3rd and 4th row doing homework, and starting from the 5th row you can see people busy copying others' homework.

There's no one lifting their backside to leave for body check. Even it's already late for more than half an hour. 'Do you feel something wrong with your body today?','You smoked before?' Two simple question and our body check is done. Better don't ask, tick and stamp at our personal record yourself better. Rather do my Add Maths homework than wasting my time at the Multipurpose Hall.

'Dude, you read the paper yesterday? KLCC was bombed!' Hilarious!