That was the first time to me, trying to suicide in my mind. Thank to the Nescafe consumed at 28 Cafe, i experienced a stressful evening. Feeling so frustrating, exhausting, tiring and it was totally hard for me to take my breathe. I can't put my eyes on the white board, as my mind was filled by too much nonsense. It's like how you feel when u take a saturated coffee at 3 am - hypertension. Special thanks to Shi Theng for being so caring to me. Touched. And so sorry to Tze Hoon as i was insulting you with something very rude and impolite. Was taking a ride on Joo Yee's 3939. Feeling so stressed and frustrated so i just pretend to sleep. I didn't want to join any conversation. Sorry for being fake but i really not feeling well.
Back home. 2 missed call from Aunty Su Fern. My mind suddenly pop-up something bad since there was a quarrel between my mum and another aunt last night. Called Aunty Su Fern back after taking my bath. Luckily she was just asking for dad's handphone number. Mum told me she was fine today after a meeting between dad with his boss who is in trouble now. Miracle. I feel better and more comfortable after having a chat with mum. She's my idol. The best woman i have seen. Love her so much. Helped mum to prepare dinner. After dinner, i started to share about something my family don't know about me. We were having a great time, feeling so warm and great in the conversation. Talked about my disappointment in few years ago. Very very funny experience. 5 pack of Nasi Lemak. Hilarious.
