Simon Low

Sunday, May 31, 2009

V-Spot Rocks

I was in Mega Mall today. Guess who the one asking me to go? It was Zi Shing, haha.. The first time he's so sporting. I was taking bus along with Jia Wei and we reach there around 1 something. Once we get along with them, i mean with Zi Shing them, then we went to V-Spot.

Hell yeah, it was my first time singing in front of people. Well, i never think singing is something we have to be ashamed of. We gone crazy for holding the mic. Spent RM 10+ for karaoke but its worth, cuz the package include a meal and a drink, which happened to be my lovely lunch. So it cost only for about 6 something for the karaoke service. If i were staying at the gaming centre i guess i would spend more... And hopefully, the room is clean, fresh, and the best thing is, there's no smoker. I hate smoker, smoker is killing me.

Went for pool. Not swimming pool, but 9 ball pool. Wei Jie, Aik Keong and me share a normal set for the game while Eik Keong, Zi Shing and Shiong Yirk spending their time at the 'pro' set. My skill was not too bad, at least i can aim and shoot the ball like how i command it, eventhough the direction sometimes gone wild.

Shiong Yirk bought a 5x5x5 while Wei Jie bought a 3x3x3 Rubik's cube.

They then leave for their meal again, and at the same time Jia Wei, Zi Shing and I went to Popular Bookstore. I smell the scent of the book without buying it. The other two guy too. Zi Shing left at 6 approximate. Jia Wei and i were waiting for my dad. We left at around 6.30.

9:50 PM

Saturday, May 30, 2009

You leaved us

We used to be close. We used to laugh together. We used to share jokes together. And now, you leave us without any words.

I can barely remember, that you attend for our campfire last year. It was quite a long time ago. Your uniform is not complete: you have no woggle and i have lend you mine. I know you can't stand for a scout's life, like us. I don't blame you, everyone has their own interest, their own choice. We let you go. At least you still did something for us. I know its not huge, but at least its not too tiny either. No one born to be perfect, everyone born to learn.

I ask myself, why wouldn't i drop my tears for you. I ask myself, why do i can still smiling and joking around while you are now leaved us, forever.. But i know, you'll never want us to drop our tears, cuz if i were you, i would never want anyone to cry for me..

This might be a way for you. A better way i guess. Rest in peace. May God bless you.

9:31 PM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Guy's secret - From my inbox

We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS<>
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.

That it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood im in.

Let us pay for you!
dont 'feel bad'
We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say 'thank you.

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.

Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.

or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown,
Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; )

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!!

Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population
and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

ADVICE:

*Holding Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.

*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.

*Laying below the stars
Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

10:51 PM

23 May 2009

Today.. Wasting my one day life watching television and playing Rubik's cube...

I can't say it out loud, but i really try to let go of it, cuz i don't really care. Well, is it good when i don't have any stress with my study? Study should not be stress, it's fun - stupid answer. If there's no semester exam, imagine how fun our study, but in contrast, we will never pay attention for the lesson, especially for those boring science lesson. Got what i mean? Haha, i totally don't like science lesson. Well i love science but i hate science class.

I was, again, thinking of nonsense last night. That's not the main problem, the fact is, i was thinking of another girl..

8:54 PM

Friday, May 22, 2009

22 May 2009

Exam week again.

Well, it sucks when you know your mistakes right after you passed up your paper..

Talking bout today's life. Was going for swimming. Quite a few weeks i didn't taste the smell of the pool water, in fact it tastes suck like hell. Guess what, we play Rubik's cube in the pool. That's shit. Everyone is swimming there and you playing Rubik's there like an idiot. Very funny. But at least, i got a new formula, it should be an old one but since i just knew it in the evening, so it's new.

When i packed up everything and leaving, guess what, i saw Tze Hoon! You might be interested in this, cuz you want see how she dressed up in a swimming suit! Sorry to let you down, i chat with her only for a few minutes, and i cant see how exactly she looked like, cuz she's hiding in the water while i was sitting right beside the pool, looking at her face. Well, every girl looks sexy when they put on their swimming suit. And the only question is, do you have the courage to wear that sexy stuff? Sorry for the rudeness. Cuz I am a normal guy, just like others =D.

9:14 PM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Moodless

Mood-less. Feeling insecure. Have no motivation to study. Bored. Exhausted. Have no direction.

That's the side-effect of exam. But no one cares.. What to do? That's life.

9:17 PM

Realize

My fingers was injured. I guess i am the first man you heard, smashing his guitar until his fingers injured. Luckily no bleeding fingers, but 'bleeding love'.

Well, to be more accurately, there's no love at all. And you know there's one man spending his time, wasting his life thinking everything about you? Funny. He actually know nothing bout you, your interest, your family, your favourite movie, favourite song, favourite artist... Nothing. So you can imagine how is this stupid guy wasting his life.

Ridiculous. An image. Yes it is, only an image, with a sweet smile.

Realize, by Cobbie Caillat. This is the song i always play recently after my short period of study.

"If you just realize what i've just realize, and we'll be perfect for each other, and we'll never find another..."

You never realize.

4:24 PM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

16 May 2009

I never touch my keyboard for the pass few days. Exam is approaching, everyone cares.

Talking about pass few day's life. I was truly surprised when I was told that Gee Dien have a 4th Grade Piano Cert. What makes me gone even crazy is when I saw Chia How's form stated 3rd Grade Drum Lesson. And just now sis told me that mum's is planning to send her to piano lesson. God damn, i want that too...

Don't ask me how's my revision, cuz there's no point asking. How if i say i have done everything? You gotta joke on me? Or how if i said i don't even touched? You said i'm lying? Haha, who really cares?

Gotta get back to my work soon. I have a lot of blog updates to view, but i think i will leave it to next time. You can pay attention on my page but please don't give me pressure to update my blog cuz i really don't wish to have any disturbance.

Peace =)

7:23 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

10 May 2009

Except for those who think they can build their future without SPM cert, i guess everyone of you studying hard right now. Yes, weekend is the perfect time to study. You don't have to wake up early, you don't have to rush, cuz you have at least 16 hours a day to do your revision. Anyway, i guess you don't even spend 10 hours on your text, cuz you spend most of your time watching tv, sitting in front of the monitor, just like me. Study 1 hour, switch on laptop. Few hours later only i get back to work. Another 1 hour after study, go and smash my guitar. Telling myself to 'play' hard after my hard work. In fact, i never work really hard in my revision. Keep thinking of girl. Yes i said girl. The one i met in my dream last night. Haha, hugged her tight, ... in dream. It is just nothing more than a dream. Get back to the reality, that is a dream that is far away from me, which i can never touch it with my bare hands.

2:01 PM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Poetry of Summer

I love books. I love to read. I love the smell of the paper. I love the plot of the novel. I love love story. And I love you.

I shouldn't have read that book, which i bought on Thursday. Poetry of Summer. That's my first novel i bought, for myself. I put myself in the story. I spend lots of time on that book. And keep imagine, till when only i can hold your hand, and go for a walk...

"We don't have to rush. Contrary we should walk much more slower than usual. After a period of time, you will noticed something."

"Had you noticed anything so far?"

"I do. 2 things."

"What?"

"First, I love you."

"And next?"

"You love me.."

2:05 PM

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Give me a direction..

Seeing others step up to the stage makes me feel totally uncomfortable. Are they genius or what? They studying and memorizing everything all the time? Or they don't even touched their textbook? Begging myself putting more effort on study and work twice or trice harder than others but, i don't have that kind of motivation. If there's no exam such thing i think it would be better for me. I read but not study. Read everything, and try to understand what it means, and you know how it taste right? Well, SPM is suck. But what to do? It decides my future..

9:15 PM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Education

I was in the conversation with Jia Wei few days ago and he impressed me. Haha, he's more mature mentally nowadays - i don't mean that he's childish last time ^^. Okay tell you the summary.

What happened with the education system today? What's the point to sit for those stupid exam that decide hundred percent of our future? There should be something wrong with the Education Minister. Children missed out everything - their interests, their hobbies, their childhood memories and fill up their primary school life with homeworks, exams, and stress. Excuse me, can't we just give them a chance to discover their own talent, at that perfect period? Education decides our future, absolutely. But why don't you let the child to choose what they want to be? Ask you a simple question. What is your interest and what are you going to do in future? I bet a lot of you can't get the answer, cuz you don't even discovered you own talent, and the question is, you are already 17.

Talking about Science subjects. We used to love the science. Experiments should be a lot of fun but now what do we study now? Memorizing whole experimental report? What the fuck... And why do we need to rely on text? You tell us how and we discover ourselves. Everyone loves to do experiment but no one loves to memorize the report. You tell us what is the apparatus, how is the setup, what's the diagram looks like and how the marks given in the exam; but how it looks like? We don't know. You tell me and i gotta imagine myself? Why don't you just show me?

Human ain't perfect but at least we must have the rights to choose our direction. We don't need your lamp, cuz we have our own torchlight, and it is enough for us to see our road clearly. Your kids love music, and you said music it's useless, your future will definitely vanished because of this - music is something abstract and you don't have any guarantee to success. So what, you forced them to take Bio and to be a doctor? Come on, they have their own life. Let them to make their own decision. Once they failed, then they learned. You protect your kids from falling , you makes your kids never learn.

6:22 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009

2 May 2009

Yesterday was too busy to update my blog so this job had been postponed to today.

Early in the morning i went to school. And been waiting for some unknown reasons on the bus. An hour later the bus finally start, however it's already 7 something and we might be late for the run. Well we luckily get there in time. In few minutes after arrived, the Labour Day Fun Run started. It was not a very tough journey to me. It takes me less than an hour to complete the race. Went to play basketball after a short period recess. I performed not very good, but still, i scored a few points for my team.

Reached school. Went to Guan Nan. Ordered Hokkien Mee. Not very nice but still okay. Back at around 11 something with Zhi Xian. After my bath, immediately lie on the bed and sleep. When i reopened my eyes, its already 3. Luckily Shi Qi did call my cell phone, or else i'll be sleeping until evening.

Shi Qi asked me to join them to Sunway. Since Shiong Yirk said okay, i followed them. Meet Eik Keong while i was walking to Shi Qi house. He's planning to slack around at my home but now this idea had to be vanished.

Reached Sunway. Was wasting our time in front of GSC. God damn it. Only Mall Cop and X-men available. We're still underage, so that's three option for us - watched those underage movie; or take risk to watch 18++; or leave. What to think? Man, don't think too much, just grabbed 8 tickets for Fast and Furious 4.

Went to KFC. What the fuck, useless and brainless manager with lame and shitty services. You made a mistake and still acting like our own fault? You bitch.

Was in front of the GSC. Waiting for a crowded situation so that we can go in easily. Donut made an arrangement, two standing in a group. This trick did not help much. Shi Qi's bro was looking to the man while we are passing that counter. A big mistake. But there's nothing to be afraid, what you have to do is keep moving forward and ignore that man, stay calmed. Know what, you won't get extra payment for blocking a youngster, what you got is just, time wastage. There's one more funny thing, Donut brought only 8 tickets, while there's 9 in our gang. One free ticket. Happy Birthday to Shi Qi, that's the gift from god.

Okay here comes the most interesting part. Lets talk about the movie - Fast and Furious 4. I am not telling you the whole story, you go watch yourself. First scene is a must to watch. The main actor, Dom was doing incredible and unbelievable stuff, speeding through a huge moving and burning oil tanker. I missed the very first part so i didn't get what it means. You watch and tell me. And next part is a pointless part. Agent O' Conner from FBI was chasing a suspect. You can totally ignored that part. And after a long period, the action starts. Dom was speeding with the O' Conner. The question is, the road is not blocked. You can see a lot of computerized action. Cool like a pool. And next part you have to pay attention is during the group challenging the satellite. Passing through a secret tunnel, the way to death. You definitely cannot miss one more part, which Dom and O' Conner got Braga, the big boss. Lots of action there, get your heartbeat stable cuz at last, one man was knocked between two cars. It's ridiculous. Imagine you speeding 100 km/h and the one you knocked down died in a good condition - his head still there, arms too.

That's the Fast and Furious 4. Non stop action with non stop heartbeat.

Lastly, let me greet Shi Qi Happy Birthday, although it's already one-day-late.

7:34 PM