Seeing others step up to the stage makes me feel totally uncomfortable. Are they genius or what? They studying and memorizing everything all the time? Or they don't even touched their textbook? Begging myself putting more effort on study and work twice or trice harder than others but, i don't have that kind of motivation. If there's no exam such thing i think it would be better for me. I read but not study. Read everything, and try to understand what it means, and you know how it taste right? Well, SPM is suck. But what to do? It decides my future..
