Simon Low

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Shut the fuck up

I need some motivation to cheer myself up...

When i hand-in my application form together with my certificates to Taylor's, there's a lot of idiots saying that my percentage to obtain the scholarship is equal to zero. When an ordinary human heard this type of critic, he might be beaten down, by himself. He lost his confidence and determination. When i heard such a sentence, i feel upset for the first time. And the next person came to me saying same thing, i don't care anymore. Still, i hand-in my application form in time without bothering those idiots. If you come against me and says, "You stand no chance to obtain the scholarship, why don't you just give up? You are actually wasting your time. See, you certificates are plain of bullshit, and look at your essay.. Others' are so wonderful in vocab, what about yours?" Then i will reply something like this,"Yeah, i am sucked with my achievement and essay, so what? Unlike you, keep fucking with those words and standing at the same place without taking a step forward, like a coward."

When you actually doing something seriously, please make sure you can stand still with words that against your motivation. Cheers.

5:03 PM

Monday, August 3, 2009

The world has changed

I would like to give some commentary about the new generation of teachers.

If you sitting in 5SA3 at the first period today, you'll noticed a tall and thin dog barking at me. The reason? Because i don't write the index. "Your attitude is terrible, how come you all can fit into A3?" Hey you fucker, I don't write my index and it proves i don't have the quality? What if i copy everything exactly from textbook? I'm brought to A1?

"I thought you will be better than your bro, who knows both of you are suck, you are just a lil bit better than him." What the hell you mean, huh? Saying i'm a sucker? Or my bro a sucker? Or you insulting my whole family?

"I don't care who you are, i don't give you a damn." Who cares about your damn? You the suckest guy i ever met. I'm not doing well in my essay, don't you ever want to know why? You never think, cuz you don't have a human brain. You said i did my work simply and carelessly, take a look, who want to waste a minute for your essay?

I would like to share one more story. A poor and pity one.

She's been teaching primary school for around 4 years. And guess how much is her monthly income? 3k something? 2k? 1.5? the answer is 1k. Well taking about 1k, this is not scary enough as this teacher don't have a degree certificate cuz the year she became a teacher, she obtain only diploma certificate. I'm shocked when she said, "I didn't saw any of my income in this 4 years.." She means, she's been teaching for 4 years, she suppose to have a monthly salary of 1k but she can't see the digit's in her account. What is the government doing? She's living with her allowance of RM616 for a month and what the government saying is just "Please wait".

The world is unfair. The one who teaching hard didn't get paid and the one who barking around sitting under an air-conditioner filled restroom, shaking their legs, enjoying their coffee, reading their newspaper all the time, can still yell at us.

I would say, the world has changed...

10:36 PM

Sunday, August 2, 2009

1 August 2009 - New 'Moon'...?

Yesterday was a busy saturday.

I was at school in the morning. Know what, Annual Grand Meeting there, where we are officially retired and the Form 4's took our job.

Farewell. We are all invited to the Farewell Party. A plain simple but meaningful event. The members appetite are actually dinosaur's! After the party, we went for basketball like usual. That time was different because Sze Zhe joined us. The rain pissed us off so we left.

Was sitting in Thye Chun's car with Sze Zhe. We brought Sze Zhe home for some clothes before heading towards mine. First time step into Sze Zhe's house. Saw his sister. As bitchy as always - you know i am joking right? Anyway, i didn't saw hows Sze Zhe's room looks like.

We reached home. Playing Chinese Chess with Sze Zhe. And we take 'dinner' together. Sze Zhe said our fried egg are totally different. He said his egg's don't have chillies.. =,=

At Ma Hwa Primary School. Met my 'students' or members. Those guy whom i led them during the recent camp. They are cute, as always. Cindy caught us for the next camp. She was so care and worried for the next camp cuz the next one will be a 120-participants-camp.

Left Ma Hwa for supper at Raja Uda. Spending few ringgits for dim-sum. Other than me, they spent about 9 for the food.

12.00 p.m. - Reached home and sleep at instance after changing my clothes.

6:08 PM