I'm dimmed and moodless to do anything. Despite SPM approaching, I never pay any much attention to it, it's like some sort of feeling before my UPSR - energizing and stress-free. No one can tell that this kind of attitude brings any harm to the SPM candidates even myself. The most interesting parts in life is that we are able to make choices, said by Eason Chan in A Date with Lu Yu.
I'm joining BBQ event in few more minutes later but the weather outside doesn't seems cool. Dark clouds appear right above my house right now and i can barely hear the tiny sounds of down pouring water droplets. The clouds seems to be darker and darker for every seconds pass by. I'm worrying those who coming far away just to made a meaningful memories on the Mooncake Festival for the year, will eventually break their mind drive here and we four have to settle those food prepared earlier for god sake. Goddamn, the rain grows heavier and heavier by now and doesn't seems to stop by 7 pm. I guess we have to do it at the car porch instead of the roadside. I wish the rain could stop ASAP - i don't want to be the one wasting the leftover.